I am feeling better today physically. It is a gray morning and I am feeling a bit melancholy. It started with dropping Bear off at daycare this morning. He has gotten to the separation anxiety stage where me and my husband are the only people he wants to be with. When I was pregnant I so looked forward to this stage. I wanted those little arms reaching up for me and only me, his Mama. But now it is inconvenient because those little arms don't want to be left with Nana or the daycare. They want Mama. All. the. time. This morning I put him down and he held on to my leg for dear life whimpering Mama. Breaks my heart. I'm afraid it is only going to get worse once I have him home with me full time.
Then I got to work and got a call from a lady with a seminar I was supposed to be at with 2 of my co-workers today. We all forgot it was today and we can't go now due to deadlines and such. It is a little depressing because I really wanted to go.
On the upside, I did make chocolate chip cookies last night and have been enjoying those with my coffee this morning. It is also casual Friday so I got to wear jeans and my cute wedge sandals that show off my pedicure with the little flower and design on the big toe from last weekend. 3 weeks from today I will be celebrating my last casual Friday, at this office at least. It is going by fast now.